{1550}{1580}Mommy?
{1946}{1979}Here, keep it.
{2037}{2074}- Dr. Seger?|- Yeah.
{2075}{2108}I'm Melania Ortiz.
{2109}{2151}Melania, in person.
{2152}{2179}Jonathan.
{2179}{2250}I can't thank you enough for|all your help with the move.
{2255}{2314}Dr. Hanson asked me|to come meet you.
{2315}{2345}You're late.
{2372}{2422}Wow. This is a|beautiful hospital.
{2424}{2507}This is an old hospital with|groaning pipes and cracking tiles
{2508}{2547}and ghosts in the attic.
{2548}{2631}Would have shut down a long time ago,|if it weren't for Dr. Hanson.
{2632}{2699}The Neuro Wing keeps|this place alive.
{2708}{2799}Working here is all I've thought|about since I became a surgeon.
{2809}{2866}When I had my interview|with Dr. Hanson,
{2867}{2928}I had no idea the position|would come up so soon.
{2929}{3007}Yeah, the turnover|here is fairly high.
{3009}{3061}I know how lucky|I am to be here.
{3061}{3150}This is the most competitive|surgical fellowship in the country.
{3151}{3215}Luck had nothing to|do with it, Doctor.
{3261}{3323}Welcome to Hanson Neuro.
{3396}{3429}He's expecting you...
{3430}{3488}for a patient consult in his office.|They're about to start.
{3488}{3536}Right now?|I haven't even unpacked my things.
{3536}{3611}Why don't you leave 'em in the box,|see how it goes.
{3632}{3719}The scans show a|well-differentiated astrocytoma.
{3720}{3785}We were playing a concert.|She was fine.
{3793}{3882}I can't lose my daughter, Dr.|Hanson. Not Cassie.
{3897}{3958}Uh, Melania said to come in.
{4025}{4054}Is that Cassie?
{4055}{4094}No, this row here|is your daughter.
{4095}{4142}The others are other patients.
{4143}{4193}It's like a week at a glance.
{4200}{4250}So the question is|whether this tumor
{4251}{4323}is infiltrating|eloquent cortex.
{4324}{4396}Uh, that's the part of|the brain that controls
{4396}{4462}movement, language, perception.
{4463}{4548}Stretched out, the eloquent cortex|is about the size of a bathroom rug.
{4548}{4611}It's the only thing that|separates us from the crocodiles.
{4611}{4672}- Your daughter's right-handed?|- Yes, she is.
{4673}{4734}I-I... I should|break this down.
{4747}{4819}- What did you just say? Astro...?|- Astrocytoma.
{4820}{4853}I need a pen.
{4880}{4932}Dr. Hanson's asking|you about Cassie's hand
{4933}{5010}because right-handed people will|usually have their language areas
{5011}{5084}in their left temporal lobe,|where her tumor is.
{5123}{5175}- Who are you?|- This is Dr. Seger, my new Fellow.
{5176}{5234}I'll be assisting Dr.|Hanson, here on the Neuro wing.
{5235}{5321}Hey, Lani, I need you free up a|block on the O.R. this afternoon
{5322}{5370}for an awake craniotomy,|left temporal.
{5371}{5412}O.R. One is booked.
{5445}{5483}I'll figure it out.
{5493}{5532}Cassie Mack.
{5532}{5616}Okay, we'll map the language|centers first, and then, um,
{5617}{5670}we'll go back in and take|out the tumor, okay?
{5671}{5701}Okay.
{5703}{5731}Tu...?
{5824}{5879}Did he just leave?
{5882}{5953}Your daughter has a very good|chance of recovery, Mrs. Mack.
{5954}{6001}Dr. Hanson's the best there is.
{6002}{6038}Is that your new job?
{6039}{6103}I've been a practicing brain|surgeon for several years.
{6104}{6167}No, is it your new job to|tell people how great he is
{6168}{6210}after he takes off?
{7334}{7390}At first,|it was just an annoyance.
{7391}{7444}I'd forget where I|parked my car, Doctor.
{7445}{7492}Tell me when you|stop feeling this.
{7507}{7578}Now. But it's gotten|much worse lately.
{7597}{7626}Now.
{7629}{7684}I'll get confused|going somewhere new.
{7685}{7729}Even reading maps is difficult.
{7730}{7812}You know, this seems |kind of old-fashioned to me.
{7814}{7874}I don't know, I just...|expected something more high-tech
{7875}{7899}from a brain surgeon.
{7900}{7988}I'm a neurologist. We like to|try and solve all your problems
{7989}{8039}without actually|exposing the brain.
{8050}{8082}Smell this.
{8151}{8179}C hristmas.
{8182}{8214}Peppermint.
{8215}{8262}Can you tell me what smelling|peppermint has to do
{8263}{8310}with me getting|lost all the time?
{8311}{8363}Well, lucky for you, nothing.
{8364}{8406}Follow the light.
{8415}{8474}If you smelled sewage
{8475}{8522}or turpentine
{8522}{8567}we might have had a problem.
{8627}{8689}Do you do all your|exams barefoot?
{8690}{8735}Eyes closed now.
{8749}{8806}Tell me what's in your hand.
{8817}{8858}A... rubber ball.
{8858}{8925}We have as many nerves in our|feet as we do in our hands
{8926}{8978}or lips,|but we box them up all day.
{8979}{9065}I think neurologists,|of all people, should go barefoot.
{9070}{9097}All right, no peeking.
{9098}{9139}Oh, you remind me of my ex.
{9140}{9184}She hated rules, too.
{9243}{9301}Is this a pair of eyeglasses?
{9330}{9398}Oh, I don't like random ones.
{9401}{9445}One more.
{9456}{9508}This is a cigar.
{9538}{9606}You have some|mild astereognosis.
{9607}{9707}Together with the disorientation,|we should probably get some scans.
{9779}{9844}Hey, I didn't know if you|wanted to take a moment
{9845}{9915}to go over your|expectations for me.
{9916}{9998}This is a tricky|little astrocytoma.
{10031}{10094}Uh, Mrs.|Mack's pretty shaken up.
{10095}{10176}I reassured her this surgery was|just to map her daughter's cortex,
{10177}{10266}but I think she'd like to hear it|from you again, before we start.
{10267}{10320}Yeah, I'll have Lani|give her a call.
{10321}{10380}Right, well, you know, it's my|experience that the emotional state
{10381}{10464}of the family can impact the|physiological resilience of the patient.
{10465}{10528}Yeah, I've also found taking the|tumor out of the patient's skull
{10528}{10581}is fairly effective, as well.
{10585}{10615}Doug Hanson!
{10616}{10638}Who's that?
{10639}{10666}You in here?
{10667}{10706}Oh, hi, Penny.
{10735}{10760}How are you?
{10772}{10825}Meet my new Fellow,|Jonathan Seger.
{10826}{10860}What happened to Zellman?
{10861}{10890}I don't know.
{10891}{10933}Penny's a stewardess|for Air France.
{10934}{11002}Screw you. This is the sales uniform.|We have to wear it.
{11003}{11040}- Who was Zellman?|- You have his locker.
{11041}{11096}Hey, Penny, if you're pushing pills,|you're outta luck.
{11096}{11139}You're gonna have to leave|your samples with Melania.
{11140}{11179}I am not repping|pharmaceuticals anymore.
{11180}{11228}I sell doctor toys for Ulysses.
{11229}{11275}The Swiss company? Respirators?
{11276}{11365}Next-generation-image  processors.|I'm setting up a demo on the floor.
{11373}{11409}You look great.
{11409}{11467}Thanks, but we don't|need any new toys.
{11468}{11524}How about surgical robots?|We make those, too.
{11525}{11571}told you I have|surgical robots.
{11571}{11602}They're called "interns."
{11603}{11681}But interns make mistakes and|they don't have four arms.
{11682}{11737}Think about the imager, Doug.|The hospital will take it seriously,
{11738}{11809}- if you're interested.|- Yeah, but I'm not.
{11832}{11872}It's nice to see you, though.
{11933}{11971}Bye, new guy.
{12773}{12861}What do you think? Will we all be|replaced by surgical robots someday?
{12862}{12885}I don't know.
{12886}{12936}When a robot can't decide|what it wants for lunch
{12937}{13032}or flips off another robot for|not letting it merge into traffic,
{13032}{13095}that will be real|artificial intelligence.
{13096}{13135}It'll never happen.
{13135}{13187}The brain's too mysterious.
{13217}{13258}Don't you think?
{13269}{13316}It's wires...
{13340}{13383}in  a box.
{13391}{13425}How long are you staying here?
{13426}{13485}A week. Visiting my son.
{13486}{13570}He's busy with work, so I figured|I'd see a doctor about this.
{13571}{13613}What's his name? Your son?
{13614}{13648}Otis.
{13649}{13700}My dad fixed elevators.
{13702}{13769}I helped him out every summer|till I went away to school.
{13770}{13832}Otis's mom never knew|where I got the name until
{13832}{13906}we were riding on the elevator|down to the maternity ward.
{13919}{14000}He's a lawyer like me.
{14006}{14053}They work him like a dog.
{14053}{14111}Your father must have|been very proud.
{14111}{14158}He was.|And I still miss those summers.
{14159}{14181}Does this hurt?
{14182}{14234}No, it's loud.
{14264}{14307}Just scoot down.
{14513}{14563}Is this gonna be bad?
{14584}{14672}When I opened my eyes this morning,|the alarm clock read 9:11.
{14673}{14719}Bad omen.
{14738}{14805}I know you're going to find|something terrible in there.
{14806}{14866}That's the beauty|of being human.
{14866}{14926}There's not another|species for a billion miles
{14927}{14980}that can make itself scared.
{14995}{15045}We think too much.
{15530}{15570}She's back.
{15638}{15733}You might still feel a little|groggy from the general, Cassie,
{15736}{15782}but I'm gonna show you|some flash cards now,
{15783}{15817}and I want you to|name what you see.
{15818}{15873}Dr. Hanson will be using|a small electric probe
{15874}{15973}to see where the language areas|on your cerebral cortex are.
{15974}{16074}Uh, don't you, like,|have to open my head up first?
{16079}{16136}We're way ahead of you, dear.
{16137}{16178}All right, let's go.
{16254}{16329}Um, an umbrella?
{16345}{16377}Next.
{16444}{16484}A tree.
{16488}{16525}Good.
{16549}{16598}A b...
{16653}{16681}b...
{16716}{16776}A book.
{16787}{16840}Mark it. That's language.
{16841}{16875}Next.
{16968}{17032}Arterio-Venous Malformation.
{17074}{17147}That's where Mr.|Wills is getting lost.
{17427}{17470}What's wrong?
{17505}{17547}Nothing.
{17572}{17622}Lilacs.
{17645}{17710}Sometimes the probe can|trigger a sense memory.
{17711}{17769}Did you smell lilacs?
{17774}{17859}We had these bushes outside,|by our old house.
{17860}{17931}Jenna and I used to|call it our oasis.
{17932}{17993}I could smell the flowers,
{17994}{18066}and the wood shingles|drying in the sun.
{18067}{18120}It was morning.
{18174}{18250}Do you think you|could do that again?
{18278}{18316}Doug?
{18332}{18383}Let's keep going.|We have to keep going.
{18417}{18492}It's... It's best if|we don't go back.
{18530}{18568}It's a suitcase.
{18661}{18707}Who's Jenna?
{18707}{18761}My twin sister.
{18776}{18854}She was killed in a|car accident last year.
{18872}{18937}She died in surgery.
{18945}{19040}That's how come my|mom is so freaked out.
{19085}{19133}That's a heart.
{19594}{19643}- Oh, sorry.|- No... Uh, good morning.
{19643}{19709}- I'm Jonathan Seger.|- Adrianne Holland. Neurology.
{19722}{19799}Were you meditating|when I came in?
{19804}{19894}Uh, this girl's got a mass|right on top of Wernicke's area.
{19895}{19920}She could lose her language.
{19920}{19974}I've got a guy who's convinced|he was gonna have a bad day
{19975}{20049}because his alarm clock|said 9:11 when he woke up.
{20049}{20101}Turns out he's got an AVM.
{20102}{20141}Maybe the clock was right.
{20142}{20191}Is Hanson gonna operate?
{20194}{20251}He'll be supervising|Dr. Coffey.
{20260}{20289}You'll be there.
{20290}{20334}You're Hanson's shadow now.
{20353}{20396}When  I look at these...
{20398}{20502}I don't know, I feel like I'm|looking at an undiscovered country.
{20503}{20562}There is nothing I love more.
{20603}{20690}Except, except darkness.|I-I love darkness.
{20691}{20755}Yeah, the hospital|power's being upgraded.
{20755}{20800}It's a bit flukey.
{20816}{20870}You were meditating.
{20943}{21006}Yeah, I-I do it before surgery.
{21007}{21074}Acknowledge the stress and|let it pass through me.
{21075}{21147}Doug hates all that sort|of touchy-feely stuff.
{21148}{21212}How do you have the|time to meditate?
{21213}{21286}Oh, well, if I'm on the run, I'll just|be still, put my hand on my heart
{21287}{21338}and breathe for 30 seconds.
{21370}{21431}That is such a|doofus thing to do.
{21432}{21535}Yeah. Well, Vicky,|Vicky thinks, thinks that, too.
{21536}{21569}- Vicky's your wife?|- Girlfriend.
{21570}{21647}I-I'm trying to convince|her to move out from L.A.
{21674}{21771}And just like that,|the sexual tension is gone.
{21771}{21809}Not completely.
{21927}{21989}I  have been waiting|for 45 minutes.
{21990}{22042}No, it can't wait.|This is important.
{22043}{22106}Sir, everyone who walks through|those doors has something important.
{22107}{22136}Are you are having|a medical emergency?
{22136}{22167}What is this place?
{22168}{22198}We're a neurological clinic.
{22198}{22246}The car rental people|gave me this address.
{22247}{22295}- The car had a GPS.|- Okay, breathe.
{22296}{22358}- Tell me your name.|- Otis. Otis Wills.
{22359}{22395}My dad is Jim Wills.
{22396}{22491}His car is in your lot,|and he's been missing since last night.
{22504}{22532}- Thanks.|- Sure.
{22532}{22580}Excuse me, Dr. Seger?
{22581}{22663}I'm Jerry Cole. I run|Radiation-Oncology here at St. Abigail.
{22664}{22717}Of course. Jonathan.|I'm Hanson's new fellow.
{22718}{22742}Yes, I know.
{22743}{22792}The sorcerer's new apprentice.
{22806}{22862}Cassie Mack is a|difficult case.
{22863}{22913}I did all her scans when|they brought her in.
{22914}{22968}Yeah, they should be prepping|her for surgery right now.
{22969}{23016}I'd mentioned to the mother|that Gamma Knife therapy
{23017}{23044}might be an option.
{23045}{23092}I did some Gamma training|with Grady in L.A.
{23093}{23121}It can do amazing things.
{23122}{23159}It's a miracle technology.
{23160}{23222}Brain surgery with a|beam of radio energy.
{23223}{23260}Bloodless, painless.
{23260}{23308}Patient's in and|out in a few hours.
{23309}{23359}My practice is the fastest|growing on the East Coast.
{23360}{23409}It might be right for Cassie,|and I'd still trust Doug
{23410}{23463}to get in there and eyeball the tissue,|but I'm a surgeon.
{23464}{23500}It's my job to say that.
{23500}{23537}How's it going with|"Dr. Handsome"?
{23538}{23555}Fine.
{23556}{23592}He's a tough nut.
{23620}{23644}Where are you going exactly?
{23644}{23697}I'm still figuring|this place out.
{23698}{23737}Do you think, in this business,|you have to have
{23738}{23848}some glaring personality defect to|be taken seriously as a genius?
{23849}{23912}His own kids don't talk to him,|all right?
{23913}{24004}I heard he literally|drove his ex-wife crazy.
{24005}{24072}Dr. Seger? Dr.|Flores is looking for you.
{24072}{24133}Jonathan, the only thing|Hanson can teach you
{24134}{24189}is to be exactly like him.
{24217}{24252}Is it bad?
{24252}{24335}It's a small tangle of arteries and|veins in the white matter of his brain.
{24336}{24369}He's probably had|it since birth.
{24370}{24401}So it has to come out?
{24401}{24446}The risk of hemorrhage is high.
{24447}{24502}He's scheduled for|surgery tomorrow.
{24523}{24585}He could be anywhere.|He could be depressed,
{24586}{24632}alone, lost.
{24632}{24674}Without his car,|he can't have gone far.
{24674}{24710}How can you give|people news like that
{24711}{24756}and then just send them|out the front door, huh?
{24757}{24792}Otis.
{24796}{24843}Where's my dad?
{24950}{25004}They just woke her up to|prep her for surgery.
{25005}{25047}She was disoriented.
{25048}{25096}Any headaches, more seizures?
{25097}{25131}She can't talk.
{25228}{25272}I... I...
{25273}{25381}I... I... I... I... I...
{25382}{25446}I... I... I...
{25447}{25488}I... I...
{25489}{25541}I... I... I...
{25542}{25602}I... I... I... I...
{25603}{25653}Sedate her. Ativan.|One milligram I.V.
{25654}{25714}What's going on?|What did you do?
{27621}{27678}I wonder what it's like|not to be able to speak.
{27682}{27739}You know when you forget your|high school P.E. teacher's name
{27739}{27800}and you just can't fall|asleep till you remember it?
{27801}{27859}Yeah, except she's got|that for every word.
{27872}{27930}Skulls should come|with a warning label:
{27933}{27994}"Removing this bone will|change you forever."
{27995}{28020}Take it easy.
{28099}{28124}Dr. Cole.
{28124}{28186}I came when I heard about the aphasia.|Is it global?
{28187}{28244}Expressive. She|can't speak or write.
{28245}{28283}Onset was acute.
{28291}{28337}Her mother's convinced we|did something yesterday,
{28337}{28379}but all we did was|probe the surface.
{28380}{28446}It's probably transient.|Some sort of focal brain seizure.
{28447}{28482}Yeah, she doesn't want to|hear "probably" right now.
{28483}{28543}She lost the girl's twin on an E.R.|table last year.
{28544}{28587}She's waiting to|talk to Hanson.
{28625}{28660}Want me to talk to her?
{28677}{28717}She really wants Doug.
{28755}{28796}I can reassure her, you know.
{28807}{28909}Every minute she sits there,|she's just imagining the worst.
{29013}{29042}Okay.
{29059}{29100}But tell her|Hanson's on the way.
{29116}{29183}I'll use my most|reassuring doctor's voice.
{29433}{29458}Dad!
{29497}{29522}Dad...?
{29558}{29582}Dad.
{29587}{29617}Good guess.
{29639}{29713}When I left your office,|I just started walking up the stairs.
{29714}{29751}I figured someone who's|scared of being lost
{29752}{29800}probably woun't|leave the building.
{29823}{29884}If I close my eyes up here,|I'm 15 again.
{29885}{29962}I know about your surgery.|You're going to be okay.
{29990}{30022}I don't know.
{30062}{30115}I got a bad feeling about this.
{30140}{30173}- If I die...|- Dad!
{30174}{30267}If I die, Otis,|you're going to have a moment in time
{30268}{30347}where everything important|in life rises to the top.
{30371}{30420}You gotta grab that moment.
{30439}{30480}It's the only|chance you'll get.
{30501}{30531}You may live.
{30547}{30592}She's very encouraging,|isn't she?
{30593}{30648}Fear is the brain's|magic trick,
{30649}{30710}and you can choose to|believe it or not.
{30766}{30792}Come on.
{30793}{30832}Let's get you to surgery.
{30900}{30937}What's Cole doing in there?
{30938}{30997}He did Cassie's scans.|They're talking.
{31024}{31062}And that was your idea?
{31196}{31229}I changed my mind.
{31230}{31269}I'm going to go with|the Gamma Knife.
{31269}{31335}But we already discussed|radio surgery and agreed that
{31336}{31381}it  might not be the|best choice for Cassie.
{31381}{31441}Yes, I guess that was back|when she could discuss things.
{31441}{31498}No, I understand, but changing|therapies this late in the game...
{31498}{31536}Actually, the language|mapping you performed
{31537}{31584}will be invaluable to|us in Gamma therapy.
{31585}{31630}Looks like she's made up her mind,|Dr. Seger.
{31630}{31675}My daughter came in|here with seizures
{31676}{31725}and now she can't|speak or write.
{31726}{31766}You did something.
{31781}{31869}And Dr. Cole explained to you|the risks of radio surgery.
{31869}{31930}Intracranial swelling,|radiation injury,
{31931}{31997}and it could be weeks or even months|before you even know the outcome.
{31997}{32063}The tumor is perfectly positioned|for me to burn it out.
{32064}{32105}Aren't you afraid of|missing abnormal cells?
{32106}{32150}With all due respect,|there's nobody in this city
{32150}{32195}better at reading brain scans.
{32196}{32235}I don't miss anything.
{32235}{32308}I think we need to stress the benefits|of each treatment here, not the risks.
{32308}{32371}Yes, and as we|discussed earlier,
{32372}{32457}Dr. Seger agreed that I might|have the better solution.
{32458}{32507}Excuse me,|I said both options are viable.
{32507}{32568}I didn't take a side.|I was just laying out the...
{32574}{32637}There he goes, walking away.
{33004}{33095}Your daughter has lost her language|because she has a very aggressive tumor.
{33095}{33139}Every minute that you hesitate,
{33139}{33187}it invades healthy cells.
{33188}{33226}You need to let me operate.
{33227}{33284}You act as if this is some|sort of exact science,
{33285}{33323}but you don't know|what you did.
{33323}{33400}You opened up her head with|a saw and you poked around.
{33400}{33469}It's primitive, is what it is.
{33470}{33534}No more surgeries.|I want the Gamma Knife.
{34029}{34087}I thought you said you|weren't interested.
{34133}{34174}Why don't you give|me your pitch.
{34185}{34227}Okay.
{34255}{34375}Medically, the advantages to|investing in Ulysses are obvious:
{34376}{34497}foremost, the fact that I|could add a deck to my house
{34497}{34572}and eat my sad frozen dinners|alone in the sunshine.
{34573}{34617}Want to take it|for a test-drive?
{34656}{34694}You want to scan yourself?
{34695}{34740}Yeah. Come on.
{34749}{34780}Quick.
{34800}{34825}Okay.
{34946}{35007}Why don't you type|in "Anonymous."
{35076}{35124}You are one of a kind, Doug.
{35143}{35200}"I am what I am."
{35210}{35249}Was that Descartes?
{35249}{35292}No, Popeye.
{35486}{35514}See ya.
{36493}{36570}I didn't realize Cole was|going to be so aggressive.
{36597}{36657}All I said was,|Gamma was an option.
{36662}{36699}Who's "Anonymous"?
{36703}{36766}That's the default when it's|loaded from another system.
{36766}{36800}It's a colleague's patient.
{36801}{36842}What do you make of these?
{36869}{36910}Presenting symptoms?
{36911}{36950}Visual hallucinations.
{36956}{37022}Auras? Flashes?
{37024}{37080}Yeah, getting more complex.
{37081}{37129}Like what? Flying elephants?
{37153}{37206}I thought you were|good at this.
{37236}{37296}My hunch is something's off.|I'd run an angiogram.
{37297}{37327}FMRI.
{37327}{37382}I don't run tests|without evidence.
{37391}{37468}Okay, you want the neurological|correlates of a hunch?
{37468}{37549}My eyes see something wrong with|this scan, ahead of my brain.
{37549}{37589}- I'm good at it.|- Are you?
{37590}{37640}We do things differently, Doug.
{37661}{37734}That's the first useful thing|you've said since you got here.
{37735}{37792}Oh come on, mother brings her|daughter in. We pop the top,
{37793}{37846}check the oil and|the engine drops out?
{37847}{37902}Coincidence or not,|I might change mechanics, too.
{37903}{37944}Gamma therapy's effective.
{37945}{37974}I am effective.
{37975}{38011}The Gamma Knife is a tool.
{38012}{38067}And Cole is a|glorified technician.
{38068}{38114}Besides, he would do|anything to steal a patient.
{38115}{38142}You think this is personal?
{38143}{38175}Of course it is.
{38176}{38247}He's been envious of my|success for ten years.
{38248}{38299}Now he thinks his new toy of|his puts him in my league.
{38300}{38331}What if he's right?
{38332}{38359}You got played, Jonathan.
{38360}{38413}Or maybe I'm the only one who|didn't let his ego get in the way.
{38414}{38446}- What ego?|- I'm sorry?
{38447}{38506}What ego?|I have yet to see one.
{38507}{38551}Do you know what "ego" means?
{38552}{38623}Self-- it's what opens|our eyes in the morning.
{38624}{38709}It's the thing that allows us|to have an effect on the world.
{38709}{38766}Our loved ones don't like it,|but it saves lives.
{38767}{38807}Do you even know|her name, Doug?
{38808}{38883}Do you know that brain you|touched is a brilliant musician?
{38883}{38934}Do you know that her string|quartet plays as a trio
{38934}{38995}with an empty chair since|her sister was killed?
{38996}{39068}- And those details help you?|- Yeah, these details help me.
{39069}{39117}Then you're as dangerous|as you are naive.
{39117}{39164}Then I should go take polyps off colons,|because I can't
{39165}{39211}screw around in somebody's|head and not know
{39212}{39269}whose soul I'm|bumping up against.
{39293}{39331}Then go.
{39591}{39624}Melania?
{39642}{39708}Oh, I'm sorry.|I didn't know anybody was in here.
{39709}{39749}Dr. Hanson?
{39749}{39777}Yes.
{39778}{39817}Oh, my gosh.
{39817}{39873}I thought you sounded|kind of manly.
{39878}{39965}Lucy Canet. Do you remember me?
{39985}{40032}Hemangiopericytoma.
{40033}{40060}Salud.
{40077}{40144}I'm here for my|six month post-op.
{40152}{40193}This is Ruby.
{40195}{40296}Makes me sound shallow, but she's|the best thing about going blind.
{40374}{40407}Hello, Ruby.
{40495}{40537}Lay down.
{40595}{40657}So, uh, no improvement, huh?
{40661}{40697}Not really.
{40736}{40807}I had hoped your optic|nerve would recover.
{40934}{40969}Do you mind?
{40991}{41051}I'm forgetting what|things look like.
{41088}{41159}Oh, no, no.|That's perfectly normal.
{41199}{41233}Your, uh...
{41261}{41332}your visual cortex is|starting to, uh...
{41333}{41446}reorganize to process|your other senses--
{41450}{41499}particularly touch.
{41580}{41623}I'm sorry about your sight.
{41624}{41662}That was the cancer.
{41662}{41726}Thank God you saved the part|that can bitch about it.
{41759}{41848}Ooh, you should|smile more often.
{41869}{41899}I'll try.
{42166}{42224}Why aren't you assisting|with Wills' AVM surgery?
{42225}{42274}AVM's not really my specialty.
{42274}{42311}How about lying.
{42311}{42350}Is that your specialty?
{42408}{42501}Hanson's punishing me...|or testing me.
{42524}{42561}- What do you think?|- I don't know--
{42561}{42652}what do you call it when a cat bats|around a crumpled-up piece of paper?
{42653}{42686}Thanks.
{42696}{42785}He thinks I screwed up by letting Dr.|Cole talk to Cassie's mother.
{42792}{42856}Is that some traditional|way to eat those?
{42867}{42909}They forgot to put in a fork
{42910}{42961}and I'm too lazy|to go and get one.
{42983}{43029}I'm pretty sure Dr.|Cole is evil.
{43029}{43063}Who told you that?
{43064}{43101}Hanson, probably.
{43112}{43222}Look, Doug sees the world|as a purely logical place.
{43222}{43295}The brain is wires in a box,|all questions have answers,
{43296}{43360}and he knows if he can save|someone's life or he can't.
{43361}{43408}There's no gray area.
{43413}{43459}He's like Spock, you know...
{43466}{43515}if a girl designed the outside.
{43520}{43572}Do you and Doug have a history?
{43579}{43624}Not the one you imagine.
{43664}{43715}Meditate on that.
{43831}{43898}The thing about our Creator...
{43908}{44022}even when He ties the veins in|your head into an angry knot,
{44045}{44074}it's beautiful.
{44075}{44142}Don't mess with the output|until all the feeders are done.
{44143}{44170}Fine.
{44222}{44271}- But back to God...|- Oh, no.
{44272}{44305}Not today, Angus.
{44306}{44387}Doug, this could easily|take another three hours.
{44388}{44452}Surely we can settle|the question.
{44464}{44525}Intern-- God or no God?
{44528}{44580}I suppose I can't rule Him out.
{44582}{44645}Then why am I fixing|His mistakes?
{44646}{44688}Cancer's alive, too.
{44689}{44746}How do you know we're|not the disease?
{44770}{44821}Touche for the nobody.
{44829}{44880}Flores, actually.
{44886}{44940}I think we'll call you nobody.
{45105}{45147}Mrs. Mack.
{45151}{45185}How's Cassie?
{45186}{45230}I wish I had her drugs.
{45342}{45412}Dr. Cole's going to start|the treatments tomorrow.
{45422}{45518}I know Dr. Hanson is brilliant, |but the surgery...
{45550}{45601}Cassie's sister Jenna|had the best, too,
{45602}{45658}and she bled out on the table.
{45667}{45717}They were so close.
{45758}{45837}Cassie's not Jenna, Mrs. Mack.
{45859}{45918}I still miss her every day.
{45922}{45957}I know.
{45969}{46049}And with everything that Hanson's|going through, personally...
{46050}{46086}Personally?
{46086}{46151}Dr. Cole explained|it all to me.
{46176}{46222}Thank you, Dr. Seger.
{46492}{46522}Hi.
{46595}{46703}Look, I know you're scared of losing|Cassie like you lost Jenna, but...
{46705}{46767}if you can believe, for a moment,|that it wasn't Hanson's fault
{46768}{46840}that Cassie stopped speaking,|then you gotta see it was the tumor.
{46841}{46878}That's the enemy.
{46905}{46944}Give us a minute.
{46994}{47048}I don't know what Dr.|Cole told you about Hanson,
{47049}{47083}but it doesn't matter.
{47087}{47149}The Gamma Knife is an|incredible piece of machinery,
{47150}{47213}but the most advanced|equipment in this hospital
{47214}{47258}is Doug's judgment.
{47259}{47298}He doesn't hold your hand--
{47299}{47346}he doesn't know how, but...
{47389}{47434}there is not another|mind on this planet
{47435}{47500}I would want focused on|saving my daughter's life.
{47634}{47672}How's Mr. Wills?
{47673}{47736}Yeah, good.|The surgery went well.
{47736}{47793}I heard Jonathan|wasn't invited.
{47802}{47880}Well, it was probably|a mistake hiring him.
{47881}{47909}I think he's gifted.
{47910}{47972}I think he should be teaching|medical ethics at Columbia
{47973}{48032}and confessing his affairs|with his graduate students
{48032}{48089}to his wife or his|girlfriend or whatever.
{48090}{48125}He would, too.
{48126}{48160}It's too bad.
{48169}{48217}He looked so good on paper.
{48224}{48275}You know how female|praying mantises
{48276}{48360}will often eat male praying|mantises when they mate.
{48361}{48397}That's why I have cable.
{48397}{48482}Well, most of the time,|they do it right before the sex.
{48488}{48568}Now, you'd think as far as evolution|goes, that'd be kind of retarded.
{48569}{48649}But it would spare you the|awkward chitchat afterward.
{48650}{48707}This is the beautiful thing.
{48708}{48739}Yes?
{48739}{48830}It turns out the boys perform|better without their heads.
{48872}{48911}- Hey.|- Hey.
{48911}{48955}Hi. We were just|talking about you.
{48956}{49000}You were right about Cole.
{49001}{49078}He's spreading rumors|to steal your patients.
{49079}{49126}Yes, I know.
{49126}{49163}But I've moved on.
{49164}{49217}I have acknowledged the stress
{49217}{49276}and let it pass through me.
{49289}{49331}Walk with me, Doctor.
{49427}{49465}Is this a school?
{49465}{49518}You know when you told|me that you'd rather
{49519}{49563}take polyps off of colons
{49564}{49629}than operate on a patient|that you don't know?
{49630}{49654}Yeah?
{49685}{49729}Were you just making that up?
{49730}{49779}I mean,|did you just come up with that?
{49780}{49845}Because it's very dramatic.
{49857}{49920}Listen, Doug, I feel like we've|gotten off on the wrong foot.
{49921}{49961}I'll be back in a minute.|Keep the car moving.
{49962}{50029}Otherwise, the moms in|line get very upset.
{50044}{50092}Doug? Doug?
{50136}{50198}Excuse me!|You can't just leave your car there!
{50493}{50522}Who are you?
{50523}{50598}I'm Jonathan.|Are you Doug's daughter?
{50599}{50643}Tell me he didn't|hire a driver.
{50644}{50710}No, no, no, I'm...|What's your name?
{50711}{50752}Is my phone up here?
{51010}{51042}Could be worse.
{51043}{51088}He could be hitting|on a teacher.
{51089}{51160}I don't think that's|what he's doing.
{51206}{51295}My friend Geordie,|he says sex is like gravity.
{51296}{51384}He's more likely to fly than|to stop thinking about it.
{51385}{51468}I don't...|I don't know. Uh, Doug!
{51487}{51562}Dad said he cheated on Mom|because the love was gone.
{51562}{51626}I'm pretty sure it's just|'cause he couldn't fly.
{51627}{51671}Wh-Why are you telling me this?
{51671}{51741}If you're gonna drive me every day,|it's gotta come up eventually.
{51742}{51809}I'm not your dad's driver;|I'm a doctor.
{51810}{51893}Oh... Then why are you|driving him around?
{51963}{51998}What are you doing?
{52018}{52063}- Dad...|- Yeah?
{52065}{52122}Joey Cole's mom is married.
{52123}{52192}Cole? As in Jerry Cole?
{52192}{52244}Yeah, he moved out|three months ago.
{52245}{52293}She caught him with|a maternity nurse.
{52294}{52338}This is how you move on?|You hit on his wife?
{52339}{52411}I'm just saying hi|to an old friend.
{52412}{52475}He can take it however|he wants to take it.
{52476}{52507}This is he.
{52521}{52562}Okay, we're on our way.
{52595}{52661}Roberta and Cassie Mack|want you to operate.
{52669}{52697}Good.
{53648}{53671}Hi.
{53856}{53884}Radio?
{54020}{54050}Music?
{54162}{54228}Oh, yeah-- no, no, no.|Hold on. No...
{54242}{54320}Music's over here, okay?
{54321}{54359}It's safe.
{54432}{54462}Here.
{54501}{54537}Take this.
{54901}{54949}I'll get your words back.
{55056}{55098}She can't bring|that in with her.
{55098}{55174}Really? Why don't you take|it up with the surgeon?
{55400}{55498}See, there's some tricky attachments|here by functional cortex.
{55506}{55593}I think the best way in...
{55598}{55670}is the natural|cleavage plane here.
{55671}{55703}I see it.
{55709}{55790}There's some mass effect, too.
{55797}{55878}Yeah, but that tissue|should recover.
{55879}{55946}If you're ever resecting|tissue in my temporal lobe,
{55947}{55979}do me a favor--
{55980}{56020}burn out junior high.
{56020}{56043}Wouldn't that be great?
{56044}{56082}Yeah, you can take most|of high school, too.
{56083}{56136}Just leave the part where|Carmen Ramirez got drunk
{56137}{56190}and made out with|me by mistake.
{56202}{56277}You're sucking air.|I'm hearing bubbles in the heart.
{56278}{56307}It's an air embolus.
{56308}{56336}Damn it.
{56337}{56396}All right,|put her in the Trendelenberg.
{56397}{56440}Let's go. Let's irrigate her.
{56547}{56609}Internal CO2's plummeting.
{56621}{56665}Flush the central line.
{56686}{56722}BP's crashing.
{56723}{56762}There's still air in|the central line.
{56763}{56813}- Aw, damn!|- She's bradying down.
{56813}{56860}- Calm down. Calm down.|- She's in the 30s.
{56882}{56917}She's arresting.
{57016}{57052}V-fib.
{57076}{57116}Do it, Seger.
{57130}{57177}Charge it to 200.
{61555}{61608}She squeezed my hand|about an hour ago
{61608}{61668}and she's been|mumbling obscenities.
{61669}{61746}That's actually a very common|way to regain consciousness.
{61747}{61790}The more obscene the better.
{61805}{61828}Good.
{61890}{61939}I'd like to thank Dr. Hanson.
{61953}{61991}I'll make sure he knows.
{62031}{62082}Is it true you almost lost her?
{62083}{62128}She was gone for a moment.
{62131}{62172}Johnny got her back.
{62173}{62216}Cassie's a survivor.
{62217}{62288}Her language areas were being|compressed by the glioma.
{62289}{62332}Once the swelling goes down,
{62333}{62393}she can expect|real improvement.
{62408}{62462}You make it sound so simple.
{62495}{62540}Wires in a box.
{62707}{62736}Did you write this?
{62839}{62873}That's Cassie's handwriting.
{62886}{62920}What's it say?
{62924}{62968}"Jenna says hi."
{63524}{63554}How'd it go?
{63583}{63657}Why couldn't you give|those to Cole yourself?
{63664}{63718}Because he'd never|do me the favor.
{63741}{63834}He does his best work when he thinks|he's stealing one of my patients.
{63852}{63908}He saw something weird.
{63908}{63988}Said he wants to see my|friend to run more tests.
{64002}{64046}Is something wrong, Doug?
{64128}{64152}Yes.
{64199}{64281}It looks like we won't be|buying your fancy new scanner.
{64308}{64341}That was a test?
{64441}{64522}You just can't help messing|with people's heads, can you?
{64523}{64552}It's my job.
{64582}{64616}Want to get a drink?
{64616}{64658}Sure, why not?
{64660}{64713}Life is short.
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